Anonymous ID: adabc5 July 15, 2023, 2:15 p.m. No.19185424   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>5428 >>5434 >>5436 >>5440 >>5474 >>5477 >>5485 >>5500 >>5522 >>5555 >>5610 >>5892

Why am I drawn to this board?

Why do I keep asking myself why I am here on earth?

Why do I have the faculties to be unhappy?

Why do I have the faculties to envision a much better world and life that is nowhere near realistic?

Why does this seem like cruel punishment?

Why am I here in this specific time and age of technological upheaval?

Why do it be like it is?

 

Help it make sense to me Anons.

Anonymous ID: adabc5 July 15, 2023, 2:22 p.m. No.19185464   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>5478

>>19185440

I imagine it to being in a relationship with someone you really care about. And imagine they do stuff, whatever it is, that breaks your heart and makes you really sad for a long time. Then afterwards they said „haha it‘s all good I was just testing you“

 

Would you really feel good about staying in such a relationship?

Anonymous ID: adabc5 July 15, 2023, 2:25 p.m. No.19185489   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>5508 >>5511

>>19185463

So you are hinting at some kind of mechanisms in the world I exist in that are hidden if you do not know where to look? Can you give me a pointers on how to tune my antennae as to what I should be looking for?

Anonymous ID: adabc5 July 15, 2023, 2:32 p.m. No.19185524   🗄️.is 🔗kun

>>19185508

I feel like I‘ve been doing nothing else since 2016. I now know much about the gears and mechanisms that govern my emotions, but it feels like that knowledge is misplaced in current year.