fucking hell anons

blood pressure is at 170/102

stage 2 hypertension

i can literally feel it

>>19198986

my mind is fucking fucked and my stress levels are sky high

i am trying to find relief but can't

i used to work in oil and gas and make a comfortable living but now i am almost out of money and cant find a job that will support my wife and children

i feel fucking useless and the depression is getting worse

i was laying in bed last night praying for God to bring me to Heaven

i could never take my own life because i know it would screw up my kids. they are young but I figured if i died of natural causes then that would be easier on them

>>19199022

it's money. i am a skilled landman and was making 200k a year before covid and biden.

i cannot find land work to save my life now

ESG and woke culture have ground the oil fields to a halt

i am in debt up to my eyeballs and no lifeline in sight

cant even afford to see the doctor for blood pressure medicine

i am tired, depressed and on my last breath

honestly if i did not have kids then i would have already ended it

>>19199038

I just hope there is something left of this world for my kids. knowing what i know now I would have never had them tbh. the evil and sadness in this fucked up world is overwhelming and when i look around most people dont really seem to give a fuck

>>19199065

i have faith but the clock has run out for me. like i said i just hope my kids future will be brighter. i have been here fighting from day 1 but i am burned the fuck out big time. i feel like i played my part and death is now knocking on my door

i am ready to ascend to heaven and watch the rest of the show

>>19199109

>>19199116

I am trying but I am not of this world. This world and me are at conflict. This world belongs to satan. Money belongs to satan. I hate money and I hate this world. I'm ready to go home and rest.