wow lines are connecting that is an amazing find anon what would anons do with out your keen eye.
realize that nihilism is one of the end results for anyone who is even half awake, realize that religion is a giant cope for people who want to believe in more which I believe there is personally but the systems that currently exist are all about control because it lies to the masses. The one answer is to just become an agent of chaos it self, via absurdism the problem with everything being a joke is its just a mask also to cover the pain except you realize its all a joke so laugh. Think the comedian from watchmen. The best thing I have seen strangely about these feelings is Rick and Morty. 1st season delves the most heavily into these feelings. Anyone telling you to go out and touch grass does not realize the existential issues about the state of all of that plague many. Hope you figure it out anon because in similar boat.
or as you said they just tell you to look harder into faith or you have fallen and you are satan because you are acting like that. That again is the problem they think they have found the answer when their answer was formed by many levels of lies that were formed thousands of years prior. We are all abused and gaslighted and it is really only those that laugh at all of it knowing its all contrived can understand the illusion of it all. Even then the comprehension is still limited but how can any one not take this as a joke because so much has to be hidden. IT can not be taken seriously unless there is honesty. The more one learns the more one realizes that the lie exists, this is why so many of the religious do not see it because they think they found the answer so they stop looking. This is why they fail and fail also to understand the joke. It really is kinda funny.
the plan has not failed, anons have been through hell, still want to know which god because pretty sure the god of the bible is a lie and that is based upon research and reading and trying to understand not just one desert cult but all of those that have existed not just post ice age but prior. The plan again has not failed, it's going exactly as it is supposed to.
the internet is part of the post modern mind, it is a bunch of interconnected yet disjointed ideas. While the philosophy of post modernism does stem from leftist commie talking points it does not mean it is wrong. The problem with people like Jordan Peterson is that they either have to find meaning through action or faith. The problem is that both of those are corrupted and a result of the lies of the system. Someone suggested go work for Peace Corp, you were right to say fuck that because the Peace Corp is just another band- aid that exists for a created problem SO you are wasting time helping those that would never need help if the lies did not exist. This is not about demoralization either but a philosophical mind set that is the result of the modern society and the place that even religion has helped form.
but Hitler was a Jew.
and he rejected the cult of ancient bullshit dogma that they forced people to participate. Called them liars to their face.
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If Jesus is the path, and even that I question now for reasons, you would have to reject the old testament because those people worshiped something violent and evil. Jesus was none of those things, that is why he said to the effect you would know who I am if you really did know the father, this means they do not worship the father nor do they know him. So you would have to realize that the institutions that have been built around his name are fraudulent because they still give a shit about the old laws written by angry gods. The truth is the truth but sadly we live in a world of half truths, and that includes the story of christ and the trust in the bible itself.
correct about the alterations, recently heard something about the book of daniel which many try to pull prophecy is fraudulent. Still need to investigate that idea, but Jesus did flip tables but he was also not demanding blood sacrifice, he was was not demanding burnt offerings, he was not sending people out to fight in wars. This is why I said they are not the same. Because they are not the god of the hebrews is evil and was a murderer from the start. Its all corrupted all the way back to Noah.