Guys I’m really struggling right now, does it get any easier?

I always knew there was something unbeknownst to us happening behind the scenes, but in 2020 (embarrassingly late I know) because of the fucking farce that was covid, I woke up to the true ways of the world, discovered Q, the posts, and all of you.

Naturally, I went down so far down so many rabbit holes, it was reality shattering. Made so much sense, all crumbs fitting together. How isn’t this public knowledge, it’s right there, it so painfully obvious!

Since then, there is a constant and deep feeling of frustration and mild depression that hasn’t left me since I ‘woke up.’ I trawled through so many documents, testimony, old texts, whilst doing my research as all of you likely did too. I know what I know is real.

Turned my world upside down. I want to scream at the top of my lungs every day? Why are the general public so fucking dense? So dumb, why can’t they see it?

Sometimes I start telling someone about the fact the world is literally not what we think it is and here’s the proof! They just don’t care, don’t have a ferocious curiously to dig deeper. HOW CAN THEY NOT? As soon as I found out the world may not be what we’ve been told to believe, how you could simply leave it there?

HOW? I hate being alive now. I hate it. I hate walking around knowing what is happening to children, knowing that we all know the truth and not only to the general public not bothered, they actively laugh at us!! I know their mockery of us is constructed by the cabal and their influence, but still, how can’t you see?? I think I’m going to lose my mind unfortunately. I can feel it slipping. Sorry to go on.