anyway, cult victim here again if anyone wants to ask me a question.
I posted this last thread at the end which is why I ended up just having that little blurb above.
I was a victim, tortured and experimented on camera 24/7 from childhood until just recently.
I was brought to a facility with other filmed victims last month and I learned that every "show" is different and so each of the victims likely had their own variety of torture and experimentation to the delight of those that enjoy watching. It's a lot of things, the entertainment is one, the deterring of people who might betray the cult, as well as insurance in that it's family members that help with the torture - that they themselves get this as blackmail early on. It's a lot of things really.
I don't know how many survived but given I'm 36 and escaped their attempts at murdering me by sheer luck multiple times… well, the question of how many dead children fell victim to it? Even without the dead kids it'd be the biggest case ever by a large margin, and it's coming.
Anyway, I have been coming here most days and answering questions people might have about it all.
https://twitter.com/watkins_2 is where I post most of my attempts to help people understand it.
Thank you for your advice and I do occasionally make infographics like those. I made an epic titanic one that was a giant jpeg ended up being hundreds of megs big - well, autism issues I suppose but anyway, I understand what I need to do I just have issues doing it most times.
So I do appreciate your advice and I will try to make more of them
I like the idea of humanity, I like the idea of having friends. I wish I knew what it meant to be loved but even though I can philosopically appreciate the concept - the only people I ever loved turned out to be trying to murder me the whole time.
So, well, I have some rough spots right now and because people are listening to this I don't want to make them worry, I know they care about me and that's enough for now.
God is love according to the QMAP - and there's truth to that, and I do accept having a blessed day because I survived many things and feel like things are getting better now for me for the first time in a long time.
As for my favorite colour? hmm… all the colors I think of have cult meanings so I can't really chose one anymore.
completely serious, we are all anon here so I can't tell you who I am but I am a cult victim and I come here every day or every other day to answer questions anyone has about it.
I have a hard time complaining after meeting the other victims, many of htem will need help every day for the rest of their lives, and here I am complaining just because my family sacrificed me.
Well, long story. I'm one of the "Incarcerated Extra terrestrials" from the QMAP.
I'm ok, and I think everyone gets one Q post verified - I got one way back in november before I even knew I was a cult victim - I just thought I had a shitty life and deserved it.
I didn't post this nor did I understand what it meant until I found out I was a victim. Most of the victims don't know they are and I had to break it to 20 of them at a facility last month that the good guys set up. As for what it means I put it in quotes because we aren't "aliens" but it's what they view us as "extra" - terrestrials - extra people - I was third born and so I got to be the sacrifice. The cult uses us for experimentation and torture, and a number of other things. They film us and give us shitty short lives.
that's one way to view it, and I do think we are all victims to one degree or another of the cult
Thank you, I can't fathom the larger parts of it myself. I'm a tiny puzzle piece in a large mosiac and so I know what I went through and what some others but he whole world is messed up right now so I hope everyone in the whole world gets the help they need : )
For a few seconds I thought getting rid of Justice Kennedy… but wait, that means that everything will be 3 vs 3 with no tiebreaker? - oh but if we get rid of RBG then it goes to 2 Vs 3 ;)