Love you buddy.
Familiarize yourself with the teachings Rumi. You're only a first level student, still responding violently to their slaps. To ascend you must learn to take your slaps with love. A 4th level student will take their slaps with love and turn the other cheek. You are reactionary because you are injured, I'm here to help heal you. Only way is to show you yourself in the mirror. I TRULY do love you, but you'll never understand that. You will always be my shitpoasting fren.
o7