tyb
Life is weird.
What is real ? Define real.
'Real' in this current sorry of a world meansseriously serious.
So what is seriously serious in this world ?
Being stern, being constant, being prone to decay over some time, and being smarter than you are. There may be others.
I hope someone gets/got an idea of what "real" in this world means.
This real (seriously serious) world is failing. Too much seriously seriousness can lead to a rigid structure which is prone to being broken.
Being broken, I mean, real (seriously serious) death.
This is one of reasons why changing this world is much easier than what (you) think.
It can be broken for good porpoises.
My motivation in life has mostly started from fear.
Fear of not getting what I need.
That's some seriously serious (real) shit.
Right now, I have a fear of not chanting (I chant mantras) at my house. I have to chant one round in my house 6 days a week. Otherwise, real (seriously serious) death. There's no option.
Chanting can be boring. I used to chant much more than this, and now I'm doing the bare minimum.
The difference is that I was more like mumbling before when I was chanting more, and that now I'm chanting coherently with fewer rounds of the chant.
And also, much more effective NOW.
I have to figure a way out, here on 8-kun.
This helps me because my thoughts are no longer a secret.
Many things I've wanted people to think about have been put on 8-kun.
That's way better than just thinking inside your own head.
I'm trying to break a barrier that stands between how the real world perceives me, and the real (seriously serious) me.
Remember,APPEARANCE IS 99% OF THIS WORLD
I have to develop feasible physic-horns (the Devil's horns).
When fully developed, it will translate into (a little) physical changes of the body.
That's the only way out for me I see. I don't see anything else at the moment.
DEVELOP PSYCHIC HORNS.
BE ANTLERS.