Anonymous ID: a6a685 Sept. 4, 2023, 4 p.m. No.19490994   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>1017 >>1028 >>1067 >>1094 >>1144 >>1304 >>1348

Not to be a dramafag but going to be

anon is probably bipolar/schizo/combo of both

anon has been here since 4chan Q

was in the thread and witnessed first Q post while researching vegas shooting

anon is tired, weary, depressed, without hope, sad, scared shitless

anon has 4 kids and a wife

anon is broke af, cannot find work, drinking heavily on the daily and suicidal bigly

almost went thought with it a few nights ago

please tell me what is the fucking point in all of this

this world/place/realm is fucking shit

a literal satanic shit hole

why should i stick around? what is the point? i would rather be oblivious/ignorant and be like cypher from the matrix but i can't go back

i dream of blowing my brains out all the time

will it get better?

or should i just fucking do it?

Anonymous ID: a6a685 Sept. 4, 2023, 4:09 p.m. No.19491060   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>1072 >>1078

>>19491017

i know

but my mind is like scrambled eggs at this point

honest to God there are day where I feel like I would be doing them a favor by going through with it

maybe they will be better off in the long run without having to deal with my craziness

Anonymous ID: a6a685 Sept. 4, 2023, 4:49 p.m. No.19491291   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>1319 >>1400

>>19491086

I feel your pain my friend

>is the possibility that suicide leads to an afterlife full of all my regrets in a hell of darkness. endlessly stuck reliving failures and pain

i feel like i am already there