Not to be a dramafag but going to be
anon is probably bipolar/schizo/combo of both
anon has been here since 4chan Q
was in the thread and witnessed first Q post while researching vegas shooting
anon is tired, weary, depressed, without hope, sad, scared shitless
anon has 4 kids and a wife
anon is broke af, cannot find work, drinking heavily on the daily and suicidal bigly
almost went thought with it a few nights ago
please tell me what is the fucking point in all of this
this world/place/realm is fucking shit
a literal satanic shit hole
why should i stick around? what is the point? i would rather be oblivious/ignorant and be like cypher from the matrix but i can't go back
i dream of blowing my brains out all the time
will it get better?
or should i just fucking do it?