Sorry for venting but I don't know where else to post. I've been on an anti-psychotic for a year and I tried to get my psychiatrist to reduce the dosage. I told her I wished I was dead every morning I wake up. She acted like it was some sort of breakthrough and just gave me more pills to take.

Ever since I started the meds, the past 8 years just don't seem real. I don't feel like Nancy Pelosi is out to get me anymore, I just feel miserable. I don't feel like I can trust myself. I just don't know what to think anymore. It just feels so hopeless.