Get a copy of Dr. Peter Breggin’s “Psychiatric Drug Withdrawal”, then find a doctor who will help you withdraw.
This anon’s life has been turned upside down by a UT Psychiatrist (funded by Dell Foundation and Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation) prescribing antipsychotics to anon’s son for depression and anxiety that made him suicidal, unable to work and worse.
You know how you feel and think when you take those drugs - the doctor doesn’t. They prescribe only based on your self reporting and if they don’t listen to the self reporting, their perceptions are skewed- not yours.
Caution: Also read about Antipsychotic-induced supersensitivity psychosis” (https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/28647739/) so you are aware of how and why the combination of withdrawal and life stressors can trigger actual psychosis where none existed before.
God gave you a sensitive mind to use. Will be praying for healing.