Shit day today anons.
Gotta put the GOAT down today. She needs to rest. I'm pretty fuggin sad about it. Leukemia got her and her rear end stopped working a day or so ago. FUCK I wish dogs lived longer.
She's been the best dog I've ever had and I've had a bunch. She was a rescue and I knew she was a great dog as soon as I laid eyes on her. 15 yrs+ is a pretty good pull for a big dog. She was a mega badass. Got bit by a snake in the mouth, hit by a car and walked away literally without a scratch, had a few weird ocular strokes that made her eyes move left to right really fast. Beat all that and then we discovered leukemia about 6 months ago. Took a sharp turn over the past 3 weeks and now it's time to go. They don't get any easier as I get older. I think it's harder now that it was for the last one FFS.
thx anon. I can't believe how busted up I am talking about her. Fuck this sucks.
Thx for all the kind replies anons. It helps.