Couldn't hang last night, Q, had to go to bed. Sorry I missed the rest.
I'm not afraid. I've had a quadruple share of loss in my life. One thing Ive learned: there is no prepping someone for the shock and awe and no one can get someone else through the grief process. It is a solitary journey. Sure, we can walk along side someone, but we cant walk it for them. So with that said, just do it. Pain and shock is a most effective clarifier of what is Truth, and what matters and what doesn't.
Do it. Whatever comes, comes. It must come to us all eventually.