Cult victim here, I'll answer questions and tell a bit of my story… so every single day they would try and get me to start doing drugs, every day in new and inventive ways, and my "maybe tomorrow" in response each time was a catch phrase those years. A running gag that must have made for good episodes of "The Alan Show"

Other kinds of addictions as well, a person at the facility had an addiction to pornography for example…. they tried to addict me to that as well, I remember as a child the cult took me to a room with every inch of it had porn taped to the walls this was when I was 13 in 1995 before the internet became big for pornography, so instead of internet They would leave dirty magazines in places I'd go, and well I don't want to talk about that, but experimenting/filming children is why the internet instantly became for porn

As the QBOARD said, they invented the internet, and the bad guys try to addict people to weaken them, it's control. So I believe that's part of that. I think most porn sites are there to distract men to get them to not ask questions about society and just be hypnotized by porn. The more time men waste on it, the less they better themselves or question society. It's quite brilliant as a way to control. And filming while experimenting on kids is how they perfected the art of doing it across the entire societies of all the world.

Anyway, Just a few thoughts about porn tho I don't like talking about this that much, I've been encouraged to talk about my past as a victim and I'll answer questions if anyone has any.

>>1963183

I don't want to talk about fapping, the actual crimes are more important. I was nearly raped when my mother played the "keep your eyes closed" game and handed me to someone who hurried me out to his car (I did open my eyes and get away) - I also was nearly raped by my sister on camera in the bathroom when I was 4 and she was 7. The cult films cult families and sacrifices people like me. the "Extra terrestrial" as in I'm extra, and they experiment and torture. thank you for your question tho.

>>1963296

: ) I know other people are trying to help and that makes me happy. We'll get through all of it,no matter what the bad guys do.

>>1963356

last month the good guys arranged for me to meet with other victims of the filiming and one of them was from a family of necrophiliac cannibals. I don't believe the eating is common, they view it as metaphorical, aside from that one family (but that's kind of like shows,each of us victims get's different abuse) - Like before I was to be drowned they showed me this film. Milk Money, note in the film the kid wearing a striped shirt and the bloodlines on the straw the girl drinks, the same as the ones on the floor of epstien temple - and my sister stripped for me before I was to be drowned and dressed up as the hooker from this film.

It's all codes, anyway, I'm trying to help people understand it.

>>1963404

https://twitter.com/watkins_2 is where I've been going most in depth about it. The good guys have helped me understand my own past and I didn't understand it at all even just a few months ago, but I know enough to educate others but it's hard to find people who want to listen. I mostly just try and answer questions here and the twitter, but well, I was filmed my entire life as cultists experimented and tortured me. The tapes will be made public soon. - not just of me but of the others as well, i met 20 others at a facility last month and one of them spoke Russian so I had to use an interpreter, so it's world wide and going to be revealed.

>>1963464

I think it's more like Al Gore, when I said that…. just him resonates in my brain but then he went to Clown College Harvard, so I do believe he was a part of what created the internet, not so much invented it as "gave it to us"

>>1963710

it's all symbolic, at least the stuff taht gets mis-interpreted. Things like Roswell and aliens, no not outer space… just symbolic - a target surrounded by red. just like the x-files logo - people in power and in holllywood and politicans have known and make jokes about it the whole time.

The truth is its' less absurd, less surreal and more depressing. The cult colors are part of what the good guys helped me understand, they go as folllloweed:

Green Forrest = "I am your plant"

Yellow Sunshine= "Gold/Reward"

Blue Ocean= "Info/Surveillance"

Red Fire= "Anger/Smear"