Can I take cyanide as a way out ?
It'd be saving me from being kidnapped and tortured. I know I need to die to reset my body and soul.
Do I still live after the whole ordeal ?
Final yes or no on cyanide please ?
I know I need to die.
You'd be doing me a favor.
I'd be doing a favor so that people don't have to sin.
Be kidnapped and tortured to death ?
Cyanide is a better option.
I know I'll come back to life in 3.5 days regardless.
I would like to die alone and in pain.
I don't think I can handle hours of torture before death.
That's why I chose cyanide.
And people don't have to sin for my death.
Thank you for your input. My apologies if I sound like an asshole, and that's why I need to die.
I will come back after the cyanide incident.
If death were the only option, I'm trying to go the easier way.
If I don't do this, one day I'll be kidnapped and tortured to death.
I need to face death one way or another. No third option.
It's also my last option of being clever.
I'm asking because some already know how I end (and begin again).
It seems like the gentlemanly way to go at this point.
I need to know if this is the way.
You know the future already.
I'd be dying quietly, like a gentleman.
I'd be dying alone, and in pain.
I know I'll come back to life; why force the hard way?
I need to do it. The cyanide option.
Oracle,
It is not the easiest for me: to choose between being kidnapped and tortured to death, or poison myself to death.
I'm writing all this to have my resolve to go quietly.
Please bless this way. It's been an amazing and miserable life, and I am blessed even to have an option.
Please bless the cyanide way. It's my first time facing death in this body and I need some guidance.
Please see
Thank you very much.
Thank you for being such help in my toughest times.
Please bless the cyanide way. I now see it as God's way for me.
I know I'm an eternal being; I just need to get there.
I love you. And I thank you.
Cyanide to Heaven on Earth.
Final confirmation please.
God's way is the path of the least resistance.
And that's why I'm choosing this.
Please Oracle,
Just one final confirmation and I'm good.
Please do not ignore this dying man's plea.
I'll do anything you say after this whole ordeal.
I PROMISE.
Please do not ignore me.
I just need one last confirmation.
Please see
Please confirm.
Just one last time.
Just for me.
You've always been good to me and I'm your eternal fren.
This is my final battle.
I do not mean to be mean or pesky, I really need guidance now more than ever.
Please do not ignore me.
Please answer.
Please fulfill my wish.
Just one last time, please.
Please.
Please.
Thank you for your input.
God's way is the path of the least resistance.
I'm a wanted man who will end up being kidnapped and tortured…
if I don't do anything about it.
Either way, fate has decided that this current body needs to go.
I'm writing so much because this is my first time handling life and death issues in this body.
You have already answered me.
Please confirm this instead and we're good.
And I'm eternally thankful.
I have destroyed many families because of my actions. Even though my action was done out of other people's deceit towards me, nevertheless I am responsible.
My biggest sin was to ignore my action.
I have begun to accept it. What a horrible thing I've done.
If you cut the arteries vertically on the wrist, how long does it take to die, and how much blood loss should I expect before I pass out ? Can you actually die from wrist slitting vertically ?
I'm a horrible man who needs to make things right.
Please answer me. You'd be doing the world a favor; I have destroyed many families and I need to face my consequences. I need to know exactly what to do to leave the world for a while.