there is plenty of literature that explains why Catholics and others have the crucifix as a main feature of iconography.
you could go and read them from the point of view of trying to understand.
instead you mock and say horrible stuff to try to be shocking and to cause distress.
and you use that theory of yours with your occult wording.
sounds like you are trying to do what you claim is being done in the other direction.
sounds like you want to make pain and cause emotion and feed on others distress.
instead of taking time to learn about Christianity and the history of the crucifix and a potent symbol and reminder, you just mock and insult and act like the worst, the kind of person who'd be cheering on the execution, the kind of person who would make excuses and allow it to continue.
the final sacrifice that ended all the rest,the final sacrifice that end the brutality of blood sacrifice, no other is ever needed, but reenacted in the breaking of the bread.
If some day you hear his voice and remember what you said here today, anon, you'll understand then. When He calls your name and asks you why you did this here tonight, you'll have to explain yourself.
and He's forgiving, anon.
but you have to ask him for it, because he gave you free will.
instead you do your 'I'm shocking' bit.
believe me when you read History and learn what martyrs endured to spread the Gospel, anything you can dish out has already been done. You're just a parrot repeating the same age old slanders.