I am typing this up in word because, it was in the beginning. It is only fair. What I am about to do here, right in front of you is ask some of the most lethal questions I could ever inquire from within my lost, but in plain sight mind/body/spirit complex. This is not meant to cause any harm, nor damage. Questions should not have been unanswered for this long, so they can become so vicious in nature (due to being neglected for so long, intentionally on purpose.

Why was I able to be prescribed Adderall, from the years of 2011 to 2021, without any discrepancies, problems, actual reports of misuse or abuse, and established, by an educated yet still, estimated hypothesis, one of the most professional, conservative, smooth sailing regimen protocol I’ve ever been able to establish with all of the affiliated psychiatrists I had the privilege to be treated by.

My doctors and I worked cooperatively so well, my treatment plan was comparable to clockwork. I was able to make strides in my career that was like going from being forced to crawl to learning to fly; the improvements were quite an increase in all forms of productivity and wellness that my work demanded from me.

I was able to be up to par. I finally, started to feel and perform just like the rest of my cohorts/colleagues. I wasn’t all the way in the back, lollygagging or daydreaming. I didn’t end up, at the last minute, attempting to get almost the entirety of crucial work, compressed into frenzied episodes of deadline-based dread & loss of employment visualizations that loop over and over in my mind, stealing the very focus I needed to actually do the work itself!

There has to be an actual set of “real,” likely entailing geopolitical, socio-economic, authoritative, heuristic-based power struggles with manufacturers, internal manufacturing and laboratory contaminators, corrupt via underhanded adulteration that violates dispensed products ultimately destroying the adherence to extremely strict federal regulated FDA enforced guidelines and quality controls. This isn’t petty crime.

The nature of the deceit is beyond a stack of felonies; rather supreme high stakes risks being taken! This is in order to obtain, whatever they’ve sought (which to me is the most pertinent question regarding the traitors’ primary goal) in their collective intentions. Is it greed and based on financial gain?

Is it the ability to be at the top of the hierarchy, in relation to the conglomeration that is “Big Pharma?” Is it more insidious, to sway the public’s interest in remedying their ailments concerning the benefits that now can be mitigated by newer and much more invasive and dependency developing method of “healing” their patient pools.

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Do they have technology that can put these pill pressers out of business with a more sophisticated approached that relies on something the patient cannot be the final decision maker to treating and maintaining the unique & delicate balance of psychoactive homeostasis, especially the ability to for children to overcome their ability learn and grow into greatly contributing members of a very competitive and demanding occupational society?

Will these children be left with only a single option of remediation that sooths the mental frustration that comes with any form of learning disabilities. Do parents now have to recede back into a state of helplessness, resembling the how the early 90’s felt, but now with a flashy, but gimmicky solution to their child’s scholarly growth? Imagine watching your student’s behavior when reacting to their fellow classmates having such an easier time doing their schoolwork, and not feeling like their as smart as they are.

It’s not only awful to witness, but also be responsible for. These children and adults depended on a medicine/medication that brought their family ‘up-to-speed,’ so to speak, with the rest of the grade, and now it’s gone again.

Don’t we have enough broken and dysfunction in our country’s academia, not to mention, the increasing lack of dedicated, passionate teachers and their assistive staff? It will only make their already tiresome occupation only more taxing, taking a toll on them that reflects back into the classroom.

I, as a person who suffers from a learning disability, relied and still do depend, on the already (for years we’re talking) consistent and trustworthy source of medication that saved my/our butts in our careers.

The temptation to resort to the care of conscientious allies of not to far off relation to this highly plausible, suspiciously premeditated, educationally targeted breakdown, engineering a scenario that allows them to come in and “save the day,” setting up the new way to promulgate and exploit the public’s inherent ability to teach and properly raise themselves and their family’s overall mental health relevant to their studies, as we all recover from an epidemic that some of us are still struggling with.

There is a clear culprit to how this can be easily resolved, and it’s almost as if the situation was engineered to be ignored, neglected, and eventually abandoned; keeping us in a pliant yet passively enabling the snatching up of our co-creative consciousness. It was now we anticipated and expected to attain greatness in a cooperative movement of collective achievement.

Now, it’s like a bomb was dropped on our precious and special accomplishment. Fix it America, or we’ll be divided into a stupor of dissolution, instead of the strong unified sense of family and determination. We must get back to a state of making our country be proud of the knowledge that grants us the power to be great, again!

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