I amI, who am I? Am I that I am? I am dying. I am almost there. I am no longer my brother's keeper. I am old now. I am no longer.. I am no longer myself. I am in darkness. I am forsaken? I am dead to myself. I am now nobody. I am not human. I am no longer American. I am not. I am awakened. Dark night of my soul. Great Awakening.