Congratulations, anon. That’s amazing that you were given that opportunity and gift. Hope it hits me with a few things in this anons life soon here… but still congrats to you!!
>responsibility
Yes, you’re absolutely correct, and I am only now realizing that I didn’t quite understand this part until I just read your reply right now. Anon lives outside the ‘regular world’ (and has for many years now due to a pretty bad work injury) and has lost any real need for responsibility as every day is Groundhog Day for me, so I have super thrusted myself into a severely, self-inflicted mess of complete chaos for a life that I’ve been working on pretty hard recently to get everything back on its tracks. But responsibility is what I’ve been seeking, missing but not noticing & me thinks starting with an ounce of responsibility might just be the secret sauce to my rebuilding of my self & life. Ty anon. Ty.
I have definitely begun to finally see Satans big & little influences & temptations all around me in this journey to keep me from seeking out the truth more or growing spiritually. The experience this anon has been through has given me the 20/20 vision goggles to see the TRUTH of Spiritual Warfare & Good v Evil. What’s even wild (to me anyway) ever since Q came and posted Ephesians 6:12 way back when, in the days I didn’t even know a single Bible verse or ever read a page from one, that verse pierced into me and has been in the back of my head, repeating over and over. I’m determined that this one single Q drop with Ephesians 6:12 seemingly hidden in there like a seed waiting to be watered and grown went straight into my mind & is the singular moment this op woke me up spiritually. Truly Divine Intervention it feels like…