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https://www.cisa.gov/topics/physical-security/active-shooter-preparedness
https://eu.usatoday.com/story/news/2022/05/28/8-warning-signs-mass-shooter-according-experts/9966901002/
https://www.sandyhookpromise.org/say-something-tips/
Read.
https://psychcentral.com/disorders/narcissistic-personality-disorder/delusional-narcissist-characteristics#:~:text=They're%20a%20formal%20symptom,more%20deserving%20than%20other%20people.
Listen to your own words. Read them, then read them again. You promote negativity. You project negativity. You seek negativity. Yet when you receive the negative energy you expel almost all day long, you get surprised and offended. You offer very little in the form of positivity to this board. You do not contribute any digs, any Sauce or anything outside of fishing for arguments.
I believe you may need some professional help. I wish you luck.