So, is it or isn’t it? Because it can’t be both, so which is it? You don’t know that it IS because you can’t see it, and if you think that it isn’t yet, then that’s very different than if you think that it IS. Are you more “it’s going to happen” aware or “it hasn’t happened yet and so it won’t happen” aware? You have to feel it in its becoming rather than in it’s not becoming. And the more steady you know it that it IS, then the more it becomes and then the how starts showing up til you see it with your eyes and hold it in your hand and all others can see it too.