It was worth it.
It just was.
What good people did I destroy?
This is one of the front lines in the battle between good and evil. Between light and dark. There's no doubt in my mind. It's real.
If evil has to consume me to keep it at bay, that is the sacrifice I am willing to make. I'm nothing but Barkley on a holodeck here anyway.
Like a quark in a neutron in an atom of a grain of sand on an infinite beach, but like a Klein bottle and fractals, hence infinite.