>>1998532 prior bread

I don't completely disagree with the assessment. I am also relatively certain that there is a bit of myth that has been incorporated into this.

However, there is one… The current matriarch, it seems (or the up and coming one), is a genius and does have something special about her. I saw it long before I discovered the whole blood-line thing, and there is a sort of weird tragic drama romance going on between her and I. Some of the talk I saw seemed to heavily imply she intended to marry outside of the clan, and this showed up after I got back on the scene. Which is why I am extremely hesitant to expose it further. It is a one way trip and it is an extreme violation of trust at the very least, with potentially some legal and military intelligence complications, as well (there is an MI team from some country or another acting in concert with this, at least one, suspect multiple to include a U.S. component).

After having a bit more time to think about it, and get my own emotions better in check, I do not see anything expressly evil aside from a couple people (who could be scripted characters) who I would lock in a barrel of bleach until I was satisfied they were clean. It's not a market for slaves or children. It's not secret plans to rule the world. And even though I do NOT trust or like some of the people in it, I do trust her with my life (just not with hers, if that makes any sense). So, I expect the idea will eventually be for me (or someone) to blow open the doors on that group and clean house.

There's a bit of an odd shadow-romance of tragic destiny behind the two of us that… Well, it's a pipe dream for it to ever be fulfilled, but what else is new.

To expose it, though, would require telling a story. Sure, some of it can be caught if I were to just drop a link… But to really understand what is going on, you need the keys… Which I am not sure they realized I had as good of ones as I did when I was let into the house, so to speak. There was talk that indicated she intended to marry outside the family that kicked up just as I came back. Well… She knew I would see it, I think. Though it made me more paranoid than anything else, so I reacted to it all as if it was a trap she was being wrangled into.

So… Stupidfag created a bunch of drama and a hurt feeling or two. But not one of these fuckers ever give a straight answer and it's tempting to park the ship in orbit and promise hell from above if honesty doesn't start happening.

It's a long story, and I am talking way more than I should. But where do you vent anything like this? You can vent to friends in person, but that is deer in headlight response. You can try and vent to said blood line and they just act like normies to piss you off before saying something 'mystical' again to trigger the autism.

I suspect they are monitoring this board, as well. So… You know who you are, you are assholes. Go sodomize yourselves with a cactus.