This guy clearly still has a LOT of spiritual issues!!! Esp. that he thinks you get indued by the Holy Spirit by falling on your knees and crying. NO!!!!!
Read Romans 10:9&10 - IT'S SIMPLY BY BELIEVING AND CONFESSING THE LORD JESUS CHRIST!!!!!!
God would NEVER want you weak and weeping - that is only what the ENEMY wants!!!
The will to change, maybe. But not to receive Holy Spirit. What it takes is BELIEVING, then CONFESSING. That's it. If it took anything more than that, any other action, then it would mean that Jesus Christ either didn't accomplish ALL the work that was set before him by God, or that what he did accomplish just wasn't enough, and neither of these are true, thank God!!!