Quantum Physics. Probability. Time makes all things inevitable fren.
Even if the odds that our lord, the father of Christ, existing is in unimaginably low, the fact that he transcends time and space means that if, rolling that dice every single smallest measurement of time possible, as time moves into eternity, inevitably that will ring true just. Once. There is a paradox in this realization to be understood:
The odds of God not being there depends on this roll being false every single time it rolls. For all of eternity. The odds that this happens is itself, impossibly low, and by the very standard of Quantum Physics, technically impossible. This means that, by paradox, God must exist, as the chances he IS there is dramatically much higher. The same can be said for any deity, as they may very well co-exist.
Do not give up on The Lord.