>i wonder if it actually exists. (love)
It does but you have to get rid of evil first. Heaven is taken by force. Remember this quote:
There are only two types of people on this earth, even the neutral are evil because they let the good die and evil to flourish.
Kings 1:18:40
And Elijah said to them, "Seize the prophets of Baal; let not one of them escape." And they seized them. And Elijah brought them down to the brook Kishon and slaughtered them there.
Yet Elijah was seen with Jesus when he was transfigured into a partial body of Light.