You should begin reading 'Earths Earliest Ages' by G. H. Pember. it will give you goose bumps if you understand what he is talking about.
Anon, it is your choice. To believe in Jesus and to follow Him is to learn to know Him. In His hand is eternal live, but to know about the free gift of God in His Son, and not to choose to follow Him is to self eliminate and live in an eternal Hell