>>20089727 pb
>Should I kill myself?
If your not okay, check yourself into the local psych ward an try to get a condition that will get you approved for disability. Mental issues get approved faster.
I didn't say that crazy is not okay. He sounds in trouble and you don't want him to look for help?
Are you offering miracles instead?
apply for assistance at your closest social services office or online.
the gov. is totally corrupt, you might as well get as many benefits as you can.
be good to yourself and stay safe
look into it anyway. there might be something new or an option you don't know about.