Leo ID: 7f9d25 Dec. 18, 2023, 4:02 a.m. No.20093214   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>3286

>>20093137

 

Firstly, die with honor. If you must kill yourself, minimize the trauma you inflict upon others. Do not make someone your manslaughterer simply because you lacked the courage to do it yourself. Set up a timed notification to the police, so that some poor civilian doesn't find your corpse instead. Your methods sound silly; one would rather put a shotgun slug through one's hindbrain.

 

Secondly, it sounds like you are under spiritual attack. Your spiritual defenses sound weak. I doubt you have the motivation or capacity to improve them at this point. So I will simply offer these music videos instead.

 

THE WOLF SONG - Nordic Lullaby - Vargsången

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KTmatjyd4KM

 

Gealdýr - Middangaerd

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BbDr7FPQV-g

 

Gealdýr - Jotunheimr

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zEv5xrIjIMo

 

Gregorian Chant 432Hz - Victimae Paschali Laudes - Templar Chant

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ho_R0yUxENA

 

Gregorian Chant - Holy Is His Name - Templars Chant

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cOzr5FwZJmw

 

That is not God calling you to kill yourself. And the darkness inside you will be all that there is, when you awaken into the forever dreamland of the spirit world.

 

Face it now, while the physical world can still buoy you up, out of your personal hell.

Leo ID: 7f9d25 Dec. 18, 2023, 5:15 a.m. No.20093403   🗄️.is 🔗kun

>>20093286

May Yggdrasil guide you home.

 

Yajweh of Ibania, disciple of Yggdrasil, martyred Scholar-King of Earth's 5th Age, Yeshua of Krotea's bosom friend, speaks:

 

The planet that I am from is a planet near the centre of the galaxy.. The planet that I am from is heavily forested with trees that have grown for what would be hundreds of thousands of Earth years.

 

When I was a child, my earliest memory is looking up at a greenish sky that we have there and having my mother explain to me that my father had been killed.

 

My parents: my mom, she was a school teacher, I assume still is. She taught linguistics, for a lack of a better term. She taught languages. My father was the equivalent of a forest firefighter…fireman?

 

Fires on my planet are common, but there are trees that must be protected at all cost because they hold within them the history of our people, of our planet, of everything that has ever happened there. Much like aboriginal dream time here on Earth.

 

She gave me that day a small piece of wood, maybe 6 or 7 centimetres high, 2 of 3 centimetres in diameter, with a hole bored through the middle. Almost like a marshmallow from the circular sides with a hole bored through. She told me it was called inodoxquai (spelling?) and that inodoxquai was a key used to communicate with some of the ancient groves of trees on my planet, and the reason why the middle was missing is that this was taken from one of the oldest trees that had died and that no one could ever risk someone, whether through nefarious means or accidentally, coming across that core ancient knowledge from the first days of our planet…

 

My father had died protecting some of the most ancient trees in the galaxy. Trees through which a force of life flows that is deeper than any ocean, more vast than the universe itself it seems at times to me. I was then, as the eldest, given the opportunity to follow in his footsteps. I chose not to. I chose this on my own after finding out all the different parts, the different pieces, that taking on that job would entail and feeling that my younger sibling would be better suited to serve the needs of my people and carry on my father’s proud tradition.

 

So, I instead, chose to follow under the tutelage of my mother – linguistics…

 

My father took me to a grove of trees on my home world and asked me to pick the one that I felt was the oldest. Some were large and some were small, most were very, very tall. And as I looked around I noticed that one of the trees, its roots almost seemed to reach out and touch all of the other trees. As I tried to trace each one as if through a maze, each one of its roots seemed to touch another tree, and I asked my father, “Is this the tree, is this the oldest tree in this grove?” And he said, “No.” And he pointed to what looked to me almost like a sapling on the ground, and he said, “This tree is very ancient. It never grew because it realized at a young age that it, in this existence, had done all it needed to do, and now it was time for it just to be a tree.”

 

I love that story because sometimes when I think things are too much or too crazy, I think about that story. I think about my father’s words of wisdom. I think about how I looked and immediately my mind went to the largest, the most visibly obvious suspect, when in reality it was something completely different. The answer was right in front of me. And this little tree, I don’t know how old it was but when I looked at it that second time, it was very obvious, very obviously very old, and you could see emanating from its branches the spirit of life. That was the first time in my life I saw what you would call angels, and that’s a big reason why, when the Emperor asked me to join this team and come to Earth that I agreed to do that, because there is such a thing as God, the Ones do exist, and positivity will always triumph over the dark.

 

– The Secret Yajweh Tapes

https://archive.org/details/secret-yajweh-tapes-combined/Secret%20Yajweh%20Tapes%20combined/

 

528Hz | Tree of Life

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3OE9ugyPGdQ

Leo ID: 7f9d25 Dec. 18, 2023, 6:30 a.m. No.20093620   🗄️.is 🔗kun

>>20093471

>doubt.

 

Obviously. I'm extrapolating from the quoted Illuminati's insinuation.

 

The Emerald Tablet thought pattern does corroborate, but I don't expect others to be capable of distinguishing between Insectoid, Reptilian and Avian thought patterns.

 

> Looks like a human; European, Norman ; Roman?

 

No, sub-Saharans are the Reptilian-influenced race. That is why their mandibles protrude, like the Reptilian snout.

Aryan mid-face projection is an Avian trait, a vestigial beak.

 

> but does have the funny head; ConeHead decoration.

 

They don't, it's just an artifact of the viewing angle and unfamiliar anatomy.

 

Melonheads are real bloodline ruling elites, and they continue, albeit diminished and thus less obvious.

 

From The Sasquatch Message to Humanity Book 2: Interdimensional Teachings from our Elders:

 

> As we come closer to conclude this message, let us have a quick look at ancient history. We told you earlier that Humanity was conceived and created in Lemuria, by the Council of Star Elders. Your DNA star seeds inherited of several genetic materials of many origins. The most prominent of your ancestors came from the Pleiades, called the Sanat Kumara. Your first Human ancestors inherited from them their long tall skulls with open fontanel, their deep blue skins, and their long longevity, stretching over tens of thousands of years. Their blue-black completion is called Keshava in Sanskrit, a language received from them. The purest descendants of this root race are found in some tribes of south-eastern India, like the pre-Dravidan Devvas, tribes of northern Australia, or some tribes of eastern Africa.

 

Humans were created on Mars, at the peak of perfection, powers and potentiality. Only after we Fell, destroying the planet with nuclear war, were we given a second chance on Earth, this time evolving upwards from little better than beasts.

 

From The Sasquatch Message to Humanity: Conversations with Elder Kamooh:

 

> You were given a larger frontal cortex and a more rational mind with the gift of articulated speech and languages, as part of a plan to transform this planet into a consciousness outpost meant for surveillance and protection of this galactic sector since there were divisions in the heavens and wars among the stars. But you were conceived with a lower flatter skull and deprived from the higher parts of the brain, seat of the 8th chakra, and of much of the spiritual abilities that your original ancestors had received.

 

This is why Humans are poorly adapted to Earth's stronger gravity and sunlight. We are easily burnt and brittle on this planet that is not our first home. Meanwhile native species such as Sasquatch and Repterrans require no tools to survive wilderness exposure. On Mars, we would be similarly hardy.