Anons I feel I have nothing left to give this world, I think about dying everyday, I wish I were dead, all i want to do is sleep. Everything I do ,every action has a negative impact, my existence makes people upset. I don't have the energy to do anything, I'm unemployed, can't find a job because of felony, I honestly don't want to, i have no purpose, and no one is reliant upon me. I really really want to go, even thru the great awakening, when the world comes out the other side of this…I don't even see hope in that future, yes its nice for families and the children , but I serve no purpose. I ask God everyday for help, what to do , where to go. I pray