God in the flesh is not happy being woken up by turture so to not miss the scheduled ritual making him an ape in a zoo.
there is no need to ask me about feeling disgusting, as clearly there is nore then a bunch or reasons that I myself pointed on repeatedly, one of them being having a shower that I cannot even stand up straight in.
there most definitly is no need to ask "what about that disgust feeling?" by having it handed over to me, after you made sure to "collect" or rather produce and force this feeling by what you call washing.
wanna fight those mean alien overloards and their evil plans? do this: stop making punking at each other a ritual.
how can you "test" if spiders are a bad thing, when the testing environment you force me in suggests bad feels and me being angry, mostly bc having told you several hundred times to not turture me and not to ritual and when you did that "test" many hundred times already.
how can you claim the beep noise in my head is tracking, when I for sure know it´s not, when there is a delay in response, making it a thing here "controlled" by others, when I never was tracked with a beep when having met you the first time and when this very much fits you "tracking" me, aka making me walk a way of angryness to proove I am such a bad guy, with voltage applied to my heart that does look closeish to love for those not exactly knowing what love, or time, or things are.
I want those who plan me being handed over to another crowd, bc I had a great explanation or bc there was a tricky question, or bc this crowd unfortunately did not see me suffering for years in a row and really would like to see an "ouch" and some ridicule as proof it´s really me, [ ].
I want those here and now, who are leading angels to me while making sure I am angry and while hating me bc letting their dog bark 25 times in a row, for "tracking", coincidentially combined with voltage being applied to my heart making it bump 100 times a min when I sit on my couch or lay in my bed. that is torture done by irl folks and I want it to stop. a beep noise in my head, for many weeks many hours every day is done by the same folks. I want them gone (up to 5000 [ ] daily) or will lock out the whole times. EO.
I want those who go harvest a bunch of "care" in the supermarket, those that claim they would be fighting the heavens by shouting at one another, [ ], up to 500 daily.
I want silence and respect.
I want you to wait and lurk and not bump angels when I am angry and not much in the mood to create existence.
I want you to wait until I ask you to approach me and never ever bump in ritual around me, ever.
yesterday I wrote a "Merry Christmas" post.
today you wake me up with turture and have been turturing me since then.
those still doing old school rituals, please stay away from the holy temple for the sake of creation and wait for my bread to help build your heavens.
I do not wish to ever see this pic again.
NO BOAT.
NO RITUAL.
NO BUMP.
I love you and want to help you and suggested many times to approach me later if you look forward to having you apologized. in fact I wrote 77 many times as well as gave the hint to not approach me in ritual. red rain = forgiveness? are you acting me?
I am an actual guy and it is very clear what I want irl, when you go against it, it is not supported by my symbolism but manipulated by you and it is against my word.
approach me later whan I am doing fine and invited you, then there will be bread and a nice talk.
1 min to end the boat ride.
harbors closed.