TYB!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
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It will come Anon. I once was as you are now… Then God saw fit to place the Love of My Life in my path, very literally. I've been married to her for 25 years now. It saved both of our lives. It only happened when I gave it to God, and so did she.
Pray on your knees.
JOIN TOGETHER
The path is narrow. Once you find her treat her as a precious Ruby. Be a Manly Man but not Controlling. None of us are perfect, and give any strife to God. Knowledge is malleable, Truth is Eternal. Never fight over money, as it is an aspect of the Devil's Wedge. Read the Bible, learn from 6000+ years of divinely inspired human experience. Come to understand God created everything. (Isaiah 45:7) Go to Church, a Library, or other goodly venue.
DEVIL'S WEDGE
https://www.nightingale.com/articles/the-devils-wedge/