I have a deep feeling I am here on earth to love someone, but I am as of yet not with that person. Have I fallen victim to false expectations, conditioning to make me forever unhappy and searching, or might my lot actually be a non-tragic one and lives like these actually exist, and you can feel it coming? Give it to me straight Anons
How can I escape this programming?
Why?
The song evokes feelings of the journey towards love. If anything it reinforces the programming.
Well that sounds unfair. What am I to do to minimize my suffering in this situation?
Is not killing myself not enough love?
How will loving God change my condition?
I‘ve got enough dry sift around to stay blazed for days. But what‘s that to do with anything?
Do you recommend listening to the whole two hours? What is your connection between my post and this song?
What does it mean to love God? I try to be positive around other people, and try to live in a way where I make people‘s
Day better even if just a little. You know make it a little better instead of a little worse. But I don‘t say prayers daily about how I specifically love God.
Man I can only imagine. In my head it will be like a beautiful oasis after what feels like decades wandering through the desert, only for my heart and soul. I‘ll gladly take any and all information you share on how to tread on this path.
What do you mean by dilating. Did you mean to write diluting? Are you talking about making tea out of the hashish? I‘ve never heard of someone doing that.
It‘s literally not Anon. If you feel baited that‘s on you.
If that other person feels the same way that must be like heaven for both.
I have a Bible. Does it matter which language? Mine is in German.
You mean you will be so happy that you will want to share that with the people around you? So basically being a really positive person, that gives others positive energy?
Thank you. There is one person in my life where I wonder if she might be that person. But I guess I will have to be patient, and keep „feeling the vibes“ if there is more there. My last relationship made me vow to myself to never let an inch of toxicity seep into a relationship again. It was hell.
I don‘t mean to encroach on your digital space. I hope you see I am replying to the anons giving advice to me, not posting random things for the sake of posting.
>who are you taught to trust the most?
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Parent
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Medical Professional
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Clergy (but not really anymore)
But nobody actually trusts politicians and clergymen anymore