You're not alone Anon. I'm in the same boat. Recently, I went to visit my adult children up north (all of which are conservative), and they think I've flipped my dipper. They said I have to stop reading conspiracy theory shit and get with the real world. It was very depressing for me. In the end, I just know and feel that they will be the ones that will say, 'holy shit' you were right! I just am waiting patiently to prove them all wrong. Tomorrow, as everyday, we wait for the BIG BOOMS so that we can have some satisfaction and justification in being here for so many months. In my heart, I know I am experiencing the biggest event in my lifetime. Hold on Anon…we will WIN in the end!