>Every single day I think about leaving. Thank you for keeping me safe, and allowing me to see my kids graduate from University. On the outside I lead a blessed life. Inside I want to die. No love. Just alters switching from one person to the other. never following through on what plans are made.
Empower yourself.
To define the present in English grammar does not define when that state ends.
If you are something (by your words)… it manifests.
I am bright.
When do I stop being bright with this statement… never.
The same is true of the inverse.
If you are negative about yourself in your descriptions, there is time to make it positive so you have a better life.