I do understand this describes a substantial flaw in my own personality, but thirty+ years of trying has me a bit tired and very frustrated. After trying to explain the corruption of our culture to my friends and family for the past thirty years… if they all the sudden started to come to me and say i might have been right all along… i don’t know if i would hug them or punch them. Their ‘awakening’ now (at the fucking precipice) would even kinda piss me off after all their years of making fun of me.
Because of that flaw of my own, maybe it’s best i just go seek a solitary hobby and not respond at all. This shit really sucks.