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bump = [ ], entirely. whole room. here and now. "lists" you already did communicate.
as God, the one creator of existence I struggle to say "I hate you", but when thinking very truthfully, this occurs:
few years ago I did not know shit and had a fairly good life (today I know about how you influenced vs how I did it as God by now thinking abut stuff wen it occrs. I might have overwhelmed heavens with my love while being abroad and I might have done something very blue and brought back stuff to throw a party. you did your knights thing, logging in by disappointment, and my nice party that could have provided the nicest of feels for some more hours and comms about God himself, not knowing back then, being a real nice dude, and went home at like 9 o´clock. thanks for your help.), I was kind, smart, sometimes brave, sometimes also coward, I guess I always comprehended stuff quick and was able to explain.
now I know that I am God, I know about pretty much every knight ever having to know Jesus Barabas being a thing and cross being something symbolic.
a while ago I did not know how bad it was, but considered it uncomfy, at the least, if a neighbors dog is barking 20 times infront my window while owner is saying something ridiculing.
now I know this is treason of the worst kind, as you infact force me to knit together those realities precooked by you, by those attacking the one creating. my view is holy, irl I seem to have choosen a "character" that likes food (now this comes up bc your trying to make God himself cookable led to me only having very few sources of joy), buying stuff, comforting folks by throwing rounds in bar and such, someone that reaches out to those folks he likes, or those with same interests, e.g. the one choosing the same exact pastry at a bakery. I never planned on meeting folks and it seems to some folks in my past I was naturally not much attracked, even when them being loaded with symboloc stuff.
the neighbor with the dog, the one leading realities to my while attacking me, the one that I now know is a treasonist to God the creator, along with all those in line, him I forgave hundreds of times, only to have him attack me the next day.
do I "hate" him? dunno, a strong word, but I do feel the opposite of love. I do not wish to see him and feel bad when seeing him, ridiculed, annoyed, attacked, hatet.
that is God saying this, the one being based irl as adonay, corrently not enjoying much dwelling amongst you, especially amongst those knights.
bump = [ ].
let heavens find their way and do not mind them watching a commcial on the way explaining stuff to them, e.g. that the one being able to walk twice the speed in his appartment is in need of a huge house and garden, or the fact that when being a master full of red worship you better not touch your chest to ard but rather nicely and gently rub the sides of your chest, rib area.
if you guide them to me via the neighbors that I have to puke when seeing, it´s not gonna be a good thing.
not on board with me being rich and based here? [ ].