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Don't listen to the person who suggests God punishes you; God loves you he doesn't expect you to act like a trained seal. If you felt uneasy about an overseas/out of country situation that is your early warning system alerting you. Trust your God-given instincts. I will pray that job opportunities open up for you that are suitable to you and are along the path of your happiness. God bless you anon.