I am wilderness anon. My life has collapsed in the last 4 months. I went from living a pretty good life with $100k net worth and free no clear home to literally homeless trying to keep from freezing to death and down to $3,500. What in God’s name happened? I had some recurrent sin in my life (online porn). I have no relatives or friends who will take me in. I have a vehicle and $3,500 and a WARRANT FOR MY ARREST for something in was CERTAIN God was telling me to do (fake identity). I take “communion in the backyard” every single time it’s available. In Sin Sin @ E olOhio as I type this. God help me. Humor still in tact. Gotta snap a license plate like this.
I feel like I’m supposed to do some Jesus-like 40 days in the wilderness. I don’t even have ANY CONCEPT of such. I was literally a MILLIONAIRE 10 years ago and now I’m
Living on the streets for the last few months. HOW IN THE WORLD does this happen. Phone fagging here, which I barely know how to do. 3 of the most regularly-used banner pics are mine…Trump Pepe pose, the water-looking portal with “Exp d your thinking” and more…. More than 3, really. This place WAS MY LIFE! How, how, how do I recover? I PLEAD with God to show me where to go and what to do and I just wind up blowing through more and more of my dwindling cash getting nowhere. I thought I was going to be a SILVER millionaire imminently and now I’m closing in on the reality of living in a cardboard’s are box with one of those “Homeless, anything helps” signs.
Lovely sentiment. Does fuck-all to help. I’ve read more bible in the last week than my entire life prior (probably why HE did this to me). Maybe I should turn myself
Over to the prison. They want me to do 3-10 years for something that harmed NO ONE. I was CERTAIN God wanted me to defile the SS# system…THEY don’t like when you fuck with their BEAST system. Maybe this is my lot. Maybe this is supposed to be. I’ve never thrown a punch or been punched before anyone in my life. Gentle-anon. Straight-A student anon. Least danger to society anon. And yet, they want 3-5… up to 10 years… and I’ve been running like “Breaking Bad” character. Been fighting suicide like I never imagined could even be incentivized. Anons, please pray for me. I am ASTONISHED this could ever/has happened.