Anons I'm very close to the edge of suicide, I have nothing to live for, even if this country is fixed , im still gonna be homeless again , I can't do it anymore . im tired, no I'm not larping or joking. I fucking hate planet Earth and I havent met anyone good,evil always lurks beneath the surface of everything. My brain is on fire from anxiety 24/7 always hearing beeps and frequency's and tinnitus. My waking life is a nightmare being asleep is the only relief. I really want to see if the storm goes thru to fruition. But even then, I'll still have all the problems I had before. I don't see monumental change happening for the good anyway, it's been a fucking downhill shit slide and gets worse everyday,evil fucking pieces of shit are everywhere. I believe in God, but if people dislike me this much then God must not be very happy with me at all, anyway just had to get that all off my chest,I don't know what to do. I'll just go to sleep I guess. have a good day anons
Whatever, done crying , I'm gonna hang in there, I had to get that off my chest.