What the fuck. You're either a super hero or super villain now.
Fuck that. Imagine I gotta live with a menopausal bitch that last more than 6 months. This is grounds for divorce same way women shouldn't deal with an impotent man who hasn't fucked her brains out for months on end.
You're the one saying you're going crazy cuz of her.
Farthest I went was I had a fiance but broke up with her because I realized I didn't want to spend my whole life with her. It would have just been a cycle of treating her like shit then I feel bad about it afterwards. We didn't have much in common actually but our relationship helped us both finish college and work shit jobs through it for sure. I'm just not afraid to end a relationship, but also I do my best to keep my mate around also so she doesn't leave me (workout to look good, fuck good, know how to cook, etc).