>i thought they didn't air this?
Not sure but it's out there, so is the book
YT sauce:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rk2Wgvy-_jI
If I Did It: Confessions of the Killer Paperback – September 8, 2008 sauce:
Amazon link too long for 8kun to allow me to post it but any anon can find easily.
Same smirk as in the courtroom after the verdict was read if not mistaken.