Anons please give me whitepills to not despise women.
At this point I'm fine with going further into hell. Fuck it. I'd like to believe things will get better but I find it impossible now. There is nothing good right now. Maybe there will be in the future, but now, there isn't. I need distractions, or goals, but work provides me with nothing but being spit on (white male), and there is nothing good on the earth. God took away my ability to drink. I want to die.