Anonymous ID: 5b5465 April 14, 2024, 6:14 p.m. No.20725519   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>5540

Being alive here is so absurd. Anons heard of last Thursdayism? Its the idea the universe is very young and all the past is simulated to make it appear much older. Funny how we have this and the 4000yr bible vs 4bln year universe science narratives

Anonymous ID: 5b5465 April 14, 2024, 6:19 p.m. No.20725537   🗄️.is 🔗kun

What are the odds that other people are just manifestations of my

Subconscious? Maybe some of them are and some are „real others“

Anon wonders

Anonymous ID: 5b5465 April 14, 2024, 6:23 p.m. No.20725551   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>5556 >>5570

>>20725540

Also about matrices and levels of consciousness and shit. All these unprovable/undisprovable thought experiments. Why did we even evolve the mental facilities for thought like these? What could possibly be the evolutionary advantage of wondering about metaphysics? Must be a huge waste of energy from a biological and genetic standpoint

Anonymous ID: 5b5465 April 14, 2024, 6:31 p.m. No.20725583   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>5615 >>5637

>>20725570

I struggle with this when it comes to love and romance. When I try to manifest a specific person that makes me

Very happy returning into my life I always

Wonder if that is my desire to violate that person’s free will. It probably sounds gay and retarded but this is a serious dilemma for

Me

Anonymous ID: 5b5465 April 14, 2024, 6:33 p.m. No.20725589   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>5614 >>5626

>>20725582

Well in those phases I sometimes didn‘t want to go back to sleep because I knew the nightmares would just insta resume.

I used to medicate with weed because then I don‘t dream at all but I think that‘s unhealthy as well so I‘m not doing that much anymore

Anonymous ID: 5b5465 April 14, 2024, 6:46 p.m. No.20725655   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>5670

>>20725637

That would make me feel better than the other option. Anon thinks a lot about girls but has only met one that lighted a big fire in his soul. Sadly said anonette is doing her best to stay out of Anons life. Which makes anon question the very foundations of reality and why the heck he is even here.

Anonymous ID: 5b5465 April 14, 2024, 6:48 p.m. No.20725663   🗄️.is 🔗kun

>>20725615

Thank you Anon. I am hitting my physica prime and without sounding cocky women think I‘m somewhat attractive. Yet I have close to zero desire to have hookups and casual relationships. Thinking about love a lotand how it must feel to have someone that gives you that truly special feeling. Only got a short taste once.

Anonymous ID: 5b5465 April 14, 2024, 6:51 p.m. No.20725674   🗄️.is 🔗kun

>>20725645

I know you‘ll dislike me saying that but seeing what horrors happen for real makes it hard for anon to truly believe that a goodsoul has dominion over this realm

Anonymous ID: 5b5465 April 14, 2024, 6:59 p.m. No.20725718   🗄️.is 🔗kun

>>20725670

Bruh I‘ve tried and had multiple relationships in the meantime. Not even shedding tears anymore just wondering why nobody else can make me feel that way.

Anonymous ID: 5b5465 April 14, 2024, 7:03 p.m. No.20725739   🗄️.is 🔗kun

>>20725727

I think bedause if you‘re sedentary you will tire out your mind with deskwork/games/studies/reading/socials whatever but your body is completely unchallenged so when you go to bed only one part of your mind body completx is actually tired

Anonymous ID: 5b5465 April 14, 2024, 7:04 p.m. No.20725744   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>5828

>>20725730

I‘m not in USA but my Grandma who‘s responsible for many of my most beautiful childhood memories is very into Religion so she is one argument for that whole shabang in my mind.

Anonymous ID: 5b5465 April 14, 2024, 7:07 p.m. No.20725760   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>5875

>>20725743

Well I‘m closing in on 30 but I still feel no less vital and eager to learn than 10 years ago. I‘ve also not really started looking much older only „better“. I‘ve been lucky to have a good upbringing with little bad energy And also find spititual resources when it wasn‘t too late when I was like 16. maybe I‘m deluding myself but I think I can stay virile for much longer than 20-50 what seems to be the expectation

Anonymous ID: 5b5465 April 14, 2024, 7:13 p.m. No.20725787   🗄️.is 🔗kun

>>20725778

Man I‘m a barkeeper so I don‘t hate human contact at work at all but seeing the energy in most supermarkets being a supermarket cashier seems like hell to me :(

Anonymous ID: 5b5465 April 14, 2024, 7:17 p.m. No.20725819   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>5836

>>20725806

I get where you‘re coming from but I don‘t dislike the thought of some people being professional food producers and that being their role in society. In turn they can sell their potatoes and buy a sick gaming rig made by some fat nerd who couldn‘t grow tomatoes if he tried.

Anonymous ID: 5b5465 April 14, 2024, 7:21 p.m. No.20725835   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>5871

>>20725828

But how can you know it‘s uncorrupted when you don‘t already know everything about the way jesus teachings are supposed to be taught and hire an army of PIs to make sure your priest isnt a diddler

Anonymous ID: 5b5465 April 14, 2024, 7:22 p.m. No.20725845   🗄️.is 🔗kun

>>20725830

I‘ve done large doses of LSD and shrooms before but I get very little visuals, it mostly just affects my thought patterns. I have the opportunity to try DMT but I have a lot of respect for it