>>20729224

wow

you admit that you poison your mind with alkoloid overdoses and you also worry that you're 'too autistic.'

when you lubricate your mind like that you need to take care not to enduce the delusions by imaging them, and then they pop out at you and come-in-get-cha.

There is a place where, if it becomes too intense, the space aliens show up in the temple of your mind, all at once from half way accross the galaxy: just shut it all off.

refuse to attend to any of it.

wait it out.

pray to God for help.

you don't have to attend to or believe any of it, anon.

as crazy and scary as it might seem: it's just noise.

>>20729266

how about 'screwing with your brain chemistry'? Does that sound better?

all it is : lubricant for your thoughts.

if your mind is running strongly, and all engines are in tip-top shape, why do you want to overdose on alkoloids?

a little mind-cleanse (lubrication) in very tiny measured doses might be all you need.

It's all up to you, anon.

I've seen some people loose their well-being doing what your doing.

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>>20729291

make sure you don't wreck your liver or your kidneys, anon.

There is a book called 'The major Ordeals of the Mind' written by a Frenchman in the late 40s or early 1950s.

He did all kinds of experiments with various drugs and effects of deprevation and documented his descent into irrationality and delusion.

He did this so you don't have to.

The guys name was Henri Michaux.

Major Ordeals of the Mind

Henri Michaux

here is a link to a page where you can read a short review of this work.

https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/1162996

>>20729331

weed is genetically engineered now, so who knows if it is or isn't anymore?

shrooms? they have to have other stuff in it.

remember: many mushrooms have poisons in them (not the type you take but are you sure?)

dmt? I'm not sure what that is.

listen: anything you take in too high a dose is going to have SOME effect.

you can 'get there' through fasting and meditation.

Plus: you should be feeding your mind with scriptures and philosophy and reason.

For some these drugs 'open door in the mind' and then bad some comes strolling right in.

My advice: get to that part where you got the message and then hang up the phone.

when you become more experienced I hope you discover your happier on the camping trip without taking any of that, so your mind is not impaired, and you can drive away in the morning without worry.

There is enough stuff to trip out on in the world that you don't need 'lubrication' to find.

drugs are a distraction.