I am so annoyed at the fact that when I was young and my brain was capable of soaking up knowledge
that knowledge was denied to me and I was fed garbage
now I feel so "handicapped' in knowledge
I want to be more educated on so many things
but my brain has been programmed and wired
for so long
it is very annoying and frustrating~
I am reading and listening to as much as I can hoping to
see more clearly soon
I see patterns and signs all the time
I see them I know they mean something
but I struggle to connect the dots
thank you for this board, to all the anons and Q
I have hope now that I will not pass from this earth
completely blind~