>>2077996

it is scary, and my sister was scary woman even as a child. I realize now thinking back that her old stories were jokes for teh camera - the joke about how she had a plant growing in her facet.

cult codes - some of which I got taught at the facility are as follows

Green Forrest = "I am your plant"

Yellow Sunshine= "Gold/Reward"

Blue Ocean= "Info/Surveillance"

Red Fire= "Anger/Smear"

this is why having a Forrest behind hillary and obama is notable it's how they communicate without words. And red and gold coverage - the red trump coverage and the gold obama coverage - red red red red red https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eoqYd39wkZs this one "think red" means something new now eh? plus it mentions the tapes of the "aliens" that Obama will share

also the gold shovels and the "dog"wood trees, that ties it into the oklahoma city bombing and the "dog's" to be brought to heel in the QMAP

>>2078073

>>2078088

perfectly fine, I'm only here to do what I was asked to do. I hate myself and have hated myself for a long time. The irony of you posting your hate is I just go, "yep, that's why I have to keep posting" I'm here to help people that can be saved, not me- and 99% of it is not copy pasta - in fact everything today was either written by me today or copied from the imgur I wrote two days ago and the baddies shut it down.

>>2078128

I know, and I regret writing that. Me saying I hate myself is why the QBOARD had that whole "love yourself" thing for weeks, but I can't change that.

I look in a mirror and it changes from a human being into a monster and back again before my eyes. I'm really messed up, but I've decided that I'll let all the chips fall where they may and if at the end of this road when I get the money from the lawsuit if I'm still unhappy and hating myself, well I'll make a harder choice then.

but for now this is me doing what needs to be done, that's all i can do. And thank you for your words, I'll probably be fine at the end, it's all this thinking about my past that makes me sad

>>2078142

asked by Q and our POTUS

>>2078190

objectivity is a lost art, and at the facility they had us all see psychiatrists and I told the truth and was declared 100% sane by both that saw me.

So I at least know I'm ok when it comes to paranoia, not so much when it comes to depression

>>2078167

>>2078164

thank you, and I'll be fine, I hate being pitied and so it was a complicated thing for the good guys to help me when helping me meant acknowledging that I was a victim all this time. It meant I had to accept it, and I do, yet that is tied to my hatred of myself, it's a complicated state of mind that I only half understand, some contradictions can't be easily untied.

>>2078204

The victims are often led here by the good guys in ways you may never imagine. They watch us all online, they watch me, both sides and so if you are here it could be for such a reason.

They wanted me to get in contact with the other victims..

like this newspaper code they sent me while I was in the facility, outside and unprotected and in danger (shooting) and then put in a cage to play t-ball i.e. with the other victims like me to tell them they were victims - easier to hit.

anyway, none of the victims knew they were victims so for all I know you are and if you want to DM me on twitter we can go over all the signs more in depth.

>>2078320

np, and sorry about your life buddy. I met 20 victims and as I said some had horror stories that were far beyond mine.

And I didn't realize my grandmother molested me for the first 6 years of my life also until years later, it's only when I thought about, oh right, that's not a normal thing to do to a kid… course now I know it was all filmed for sickos but I don't want to get into that again, we can talk about it all when you have an opportunity to get on twitter, they cleaned it out just before asking me to get on it so it's the only place I trust besides here

>>2078373

sounds to me like if it's real it's referencing the stuff they do to create the school shooters. They just are talking in code so it sounds all mysterious. In reality they torture people all around the globe and film them while turning them into murderers.

>>2078426

I see, thank you. My presumption is that it's clowns talking in code but while I know most basic codes of the cult the bad guys know the good guys in the military know those thus they are always inventing new codes and using them

these are codes I have not encountered before but the way they use them makes me think it's indeed referencing victims of the filming. People they experiment on while watching 24/7 that's "the lab" and just like as I am a victim and they always freaked out when I would go and try and be a homeless cause that was better than their shit - well, it appears this is someone who may be not filmed 24/7 and not in a "lab" but in some kind of place they are still in partial control of.

Welp, that's all I can guess at, as it says in the QMAP the Matrix wasnt' a coincidence it's how the bad guys see it, and while I think it was a movie made to wake people up the bad guys can still call it a matrix and have the same connotation

>>2078458

if it wasn't I don't think our POTUS would dominate so hard on it, but it's what I was asked to use to tell my story so I did and do trust it due largely to that.

You are free to presume it's not safe and I would have agreed it wasn't up until they cleaned it out with the injection - I believe that killed the robo manipulation in large scale of it. The "formula"

>>2078453

I really really regret saying I hate myself, it was irresponsible given I have a lot of responsibility in the future to help others. I can look beyond myself and know how to think positive when it matters. It's just all this thinking about the bad stuff in my past and realizing just how much of a joke I was gets to me at times.

Q, if you read this, I'll be fine! I promise. I'll probably even be super optimistic when it's time to help the others. I'll teach them how to think positively if they need it! That's what makes me happy anyway! Helping others!

sorry… I just realized how bad I probably made peopl feel that helped me out so much and then they read me saying garbage like I hate myself, it may be true every-once in a while, but it's not going to be true in the future.

>>2078495

perhaps it was code for what they wanted. Normal for them would be what they intended for him to be, perhaps a psychopath would be the normal choice for all they have planned for him. Saying it that way also helps prevent evidence cause obviously saying "he's on target to be abnormal" would be far stranger and stick out -

I was given bombs to blow up a school so for me that was the plan the cult had of me, abnormality was that I eventually overcame most of their mindgames. Now what gets me more is just the fact that it was all a joke, I have a hard time accepting that about my past.

But anyway, the "thermos" part really stuck out to me as a code for "red" as in a target surrounded by red which the victims are. Applying heat, there's a lot of ways to code that as abusing their victims into a desired outcome of soul collecting i.e. turning them into a monster to their ends. or just their own death

>>2078506

sorry, I didn't realize it was that way for others. I did get a lot of trolling the last few months but I think the good guys stomp them out. Actually the first time I got trolled on twitter by people posing as my "family" I got this message, which was tied to the psycops, which I guess the same ones messaging me were doing.

I'm sure they'll fix twitter for everybody soon : ( I thought they did but I guess not yet.

>>2078520

they also get money for their "soul collecting" - so if I would have died as a kid then my family would have gained fiscally or otherwise - here's a picture code of an old woman who wants medicine - it's cult codes for "cult give me an operation" most likely - lights off/lights on. This is how they communicate without accruing evidince. They ask for things and sacrifice to get them. This is the game.

Does anyone like irrational hate? Why would anyone let another person that they don't even like have control over their state of mind? To surrender your happiness to them? Such is the puzzle of the MSM and trolls here. Why do we give them power?

anyway, I'm heading off for the night, just something I felt like saying to that one person I blocked with the 40+ posts of irrational anger.

haha, you made me a poet.

>>2078694

I stuck around to see if anyone trolled my little post. Glad I got a real person : ) thank you, now I'm going