you are driven with a purpose to trash others: it's a fervor, almost a religious drive. But it's anti religious.
you are talking about your own self.
you suggest what you want to do to yourself.
think about it: you craft a hateful meme, driven by some urge, compelled.
and you post it.
how much like religion is that?
so you want to put yourself in the trash.
that's you projecting what you feel about yourself on to groups that you fail to understand.
your hatred is your religion.
put your hatred in the trash.