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stayed off this stupid board yesterday. instead replayed a movie over and over and over again. the last 60 seconds of muh life. hear from he train approach, step out of the trees and take a stand in center of the tracks facing the approaching engine 909. it fucking hits me at full speed ahead. over and over again. the dream of a parade and a beautiful life does not manifest or come to mind. only suicide.feel compelled to follow through.. horrible 24rs.