EXCLUSIVE: Stormy Daniels reveals in Daily Mail podcast she wanted to 'kill' neighborhood 'predator' who abused her when she was nine… and how horses saved her life
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https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-13514995/stormy-daniels-podcast-interview-childhood-abuse-home-escape.html
Stormy Daniels has described how she sexually abused by when she was just nine and her love of horses was how she survived a tumultuous childhood. Daniels talks about her early years in the first episode of Daily Mail's Everything I Know About Me: Stormy Daniels, which was released Tuesday.
The adult actress at the center of Donald Trump's historic hush money trial reveals she wanted to go back and 'kill' her abuser, but he was already dead.
She spent most of her childhood in a small house in Baton Rouge, Louisiana, which fell into disrepair after her father left. Daniels, who real name is Stephanie Clifford, said she always felt sympathetic for her father because he 'made it very clear that he didn't want to have children.'
Donald Trump's one-time lover said she was often questioned about why she wasn't more mad that her father left the family. 'But if a woman is being dishonest, it sort of takes that power away,' she explained. 'And he never wanted children.
'So it's really hard to be angry at a man who didn't have that choice, which sounds very opposite of what we're used to hearing that, you know, women are the ones that should have the voice and the choice and whatever, but so, I think so should men - and he didn't.'
Her father remarried and divorced - but when he was with wife No. 2, Susan, she made sure Daniels remained in his life - and took her horseback riding for the first time. 'My stepmom was like very excited to teach me about horses and show me horses,' Daniels said. 'She bought me my first pair of riding boots.' 'It was nice to get away and have a clean place to sleep at least twice a year,' Daniels added.
Later, as a teenager, Daniels spent $500 of Christmas money given to her by her stepfather to purchase an ailing horse named Jade. Riding and taking care of Jade, Daniels said, was how she kept herself out of trouble during her high school years.