I spent my entire youth not knowing God, just discipline. Now as an adult, I was introduced to God…I was very angry at first, how God could let happen what happened…
I cannot explain truly the depravity my 'family' was involved in. I can only speak for myself.
I escaped at,….I think 18….got a job….worked and became a girlfriend, soon then married.
We had two children, one miscarriage….I have always been bitter about the miscarriage, I knew it was a girl…the two surviving pregnancies were both boys…
I realized the benefits of having boys…they wouldn't be raped or worse…
i WAS JUST …. PUTTING IT OUT THERE, HEAVING SOMETHING OFF MY CHEST…